I hope you are enjoying your break (if you have one...) and as it is Christmas eve I think I should wish you all a very merry christmas. The good news is tow far away friends have come back to celebrate Christams with their loving families. And well Markies gone to New York, the lucky bugger, to celebrate it with his beloved. So I don't know about this christmas, if its good or bad.
Anyway I am getting a Laptop tomorry!! And yes that means I'll be on later at night maybe. I don't know, we'll just have to see.
I'm spending christmas round with Ryan and Hanah, and Christoff, should be fun. A lot more fun than last christmas. Howabout you guys?
Well, I hope you enjoy this years christmas while it lasts, might be on tomorrow, strictly msn only though if I do. Enjoy it kids, if you're doing anything special, good on you.
Hope you get spoiled because you deserve it and I'm off for Chinese!
Slightly hyper as its not actually Emma, as she is poledancing round a streetlight/lamppost/whatever and is also to hyper and on red bull tonight. But aren't we all. I can't type like a chav because it'll ruin her journal apparently.
Anyway PANTIES! .::.
Sorry just had to bring the whole thing up there. Random as...
And yes, I am drawing as per usual, and no Adrian you will not know, never!!! So no secrets to spill there.
Ummmmm, Emma loves Mark spread that round while your here, she'll probably have a go at me for putting that in here but who gives a fuck? Me, yes, well obviously.
I have a flask inside my pocket, We can share it on the train, And if you promise to stay concious, I will try and do the same...
Lua - Bright Eyes.
When did everyone but out of my life, like seriously...
But then again since the last time we spoke I have gained a 'son' as he called me mom so I guess we're a sorta family being Johnnys adopted and all.
And well Annas case is rested making me want to date Mark, just because I feel so lonely. its like everywhere I go theres a couple. And well if you don't know any equasions yet, have one:
Anna + Olly = Torment and torture for the lonely (for example - me).
And drawing symetrical buildings and making it look like a monkey on crack during the supposed 'treat' we were promised for all our hard work is slightly amusing for five minutes. Certainly got me puzzled for sure, trying to get all the measurements correct and perfect and what not.
I don't think no one will read this but I'm just updating since I havent in a whole two weeks.
Oh, before I forget I got TOLD by a job programme thing, on the old shitty computors in the IT rooms, that I should be a journalist after a whole bloody waste of fourty-two minutes filling this quiz out. And yes I timed myself and I didn't have nothing better to do as it was work in careers & money-making class/lesson/whatever.
You know you want to be me, I'm willing to swap myself for anything, even a chav, this is what I've reduced myself to as I cannot be arsed with life no more.
Love you lots like vodka shots,
Emma xx
P.S Hope you love me back as its 18 days to the beloved santa claus day..
KIRSTY is all over Bertie like a rash and I don't feel I fit in with those guys.
ANNA is also all over her current love interest.
KATIE has gone of with the bitchy girls, Imogen and Diane.
MARK is obssesed with a new girl (Megan?) atlast,but I do miss his company even if he is a retard, hes taught me a valuable lesson, you can't trust anyone.
And well Tam seems to have gone off me since last time I entered a hospital. And it seems that her and Beckna are more close than I ever imagined.
Last night I smelt of Doggy kibble and a funny dude nameth Ryan.
Some points I need to get across to a few delinquents:
- Just because I have the same style sense as Christine dosent make me a miniture version of her.
- Just because you like Emo music dosent make you emo.
- Just because you didn't see a guy who fancies you and has never met you at a concert dosent make him 'fictional'.
And where has everybody gone on this fine evening.I havent talked to people like Tam and Mark in days. Its ok though because K's here and we're insulting the royal bitch also known as hannah hippopotamous and seriously shes gotta be a size 18. Me and K = Close friends forever and ever. Always!
Lets Get Fucked Up And Die - Motion City Soundtrack
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Lets get fucked up and die, I'm riding hard on the last line of every lie, And the next big spark of my life is about to explode, I'm about to explode
I'm a mess, I'm a wreck, I am perfect, And I have learnt to except all my problems and short comments
mmmm tasty 'lets get fucked up and die' one of the songs which have had a big influence on me these past few days. I'm parying at four and I have apporximatly three more hours to get ready. I'm counting on Ryan to make my evening a better one that it woud be without his company. And for what I'm wearing, i'm donning a Mickey Mouse skirt, Black tee, Stripy leggings and accesorizing with some red beads. I don't know whatshoes to wear thought so its a struggle.
Walk through a field of red poppies, You can't forget the deaths, The people who died because of those stubborn, Poppies are stained red with blood
Does he cry through broken sentences like 'I love you way too much?'
Todays a day of many emotions. Theres sadness (well it is november the eleventh...) and ZOMG icons. And oh I'll help you because I have nothing better to do or a good excuse. Chinese tomorrow.
You must develop character, So appealing, To find a mate, Who will love you but not leave you.
Its unbelivable that somebody could change in a matter of 10 minutes. One minute they're trying to be gangster bitch and all you are such a skinny slut and all that jazz. In approximately ten minutes, they're over you like a rash cuz they want to get back with your oldest friend and all soppy like melted butter. Anyway, music was real amusing today. She made us sing the bloody yellow submarine:
We all live in a yellow submarine, We all live in a yellow submarine, We all live in a yellow submarine
Something along the lines of that. So me and this boy in my class decided we'd go through the rainbow of we all live in a grey submarine and so on and so fourth. my mom has bat-like hearing. Shes a dipstick to a 'T'.
In order to be irreplaceable, You must always be different, Death is not the greatest loss in life, The greatest loss is what dies, Inside us while we live.
Please ignore me from now on. I hate me. I want to ignite myself so I can die.
Be more concerned with your character then your reputation. Your character is who you really are While your reputation is merely what others will choose to say about you out of ignorance or jealousy.
Burping contest just result and bad heartburn. This heartburn consists of hours of burning in the chest area. Downing sparkling florida orange then trying to perform the biggest burp you can manage is extremely dumb but if its to beat my sister, I'd compete anyday. Today me and my mom (this is completely unusual to get along) did some surfing amazon and ebay to buy christmas gifts for my grandparents. Toby is daft when the fireworks are being set off. His tail goes really busy somewhat resembulance to a racoons.
Heres the techincal bit, I grab your head, You grab my heart.
Today is one of the 'I can't be stuffed to do anything' days. I so can't be bothered, that my hair is still in pigtails. I cannot be arsed, thats why I'm in pyjamas and dressing gown. I can't even be bothered to take my eyeliner off. So yeah, I look pretty dolly like today. There are fireworks sparkiling just off the main road which my back yard is right up close to. I ahve a pretty good view of the sparkling delights which give me a headache with the noise pollution they make.
I like to watch the fishes swim along the water, I like to watch the horses gallop amonghst the long grass, I like to watch the frogs jump pad to pad, I like watching you...
Candy coated loves contain Malteasers. Take a hint when you get a labret peircing that it kills and your lip is sore for days on end. But it all pays of in the end. Especially when you get hardcore sex apparently?
Excellent Magnificent Marvellous And smart.
It pays off to have a friend who is just as clever and poetic as you. But it dosent help when you have a large blister on the heel of each foot which hurts in any shoes. It always happens to me, I get blisters here there and everywhere on my feet. I can't get athletes foot when I'm certainly not athletic...
Oh so tragical double helping of livejournal today.
Today is an extremely chilly day, A very blustery day, A typical Autumn day
People pass me on bikes, My scarf blows in the wind, My feet grow painful
It's a very cold day in the small village of Witley, Surrey. I actually had an early boiling bath at four o'clock. Shortly after I had tea. So yes. I'd consider it an extremely cold day. The cat fight clearly didn't happen, it would of been good value entertainment if it had all gone through. Yeah so i'm all blah-bah-de-dah today. And to think in approximately eight days I'm getting abandonned and I'll have no-one that clsoe to me anymore which I'm really fandabidosey friends with. I think I should go in a corner and sulk.
These hearts are beating, These hearts aren't owned, These hearts are freezing, These hearts are broken, My heart is yours.
Ok well my heart isn't yours however it's Ryans so tecnically he stole my heart and I havent got a beating instrument. Promise me you'll never leave...
I want to leave the world a better place, I highly think that it'll happen
Take a front seat in the future, I'm sure you'll find what I need
So yes 've just finished an essay. Took me all afternoon and into this fine halloween evening. Me and Dan would have gone and egged some houses and I was like essay. Like yeah anyway I don't know what to type tonight. Seeyou
She pulled her mask away. She revealed her face. Her eyes were a glisten blue of the sea. Her hair was of a bleach blonde. Her skin was marked with spots of beauty. She was marvelled by the boy. The boy who ran and hid from the lies. They were in old underground tomb. She was wearing a crimson red corset. He was wearing a pinstripe waistcoat. You could hear the twinkilng of water nearby. You could smell the rainwater from the storm that very day. Touch the walls and you would find only concrete coldness. It was a bitter congregation. But a very smart secret was concealed with a kiss.
Just recently I have been given a gift. A gift which makes everyone hate me with a passion. A gift so beautiful it makes everyone move. A gift that makes even my closest friends distant. Everything you ever see is an illusion. I can't even trust myself anymore. I'm being blamed for everything.
If we had a little measurement, We'd be okay, But we don't have anything like time to play with, Twisting the clock hands back and fourth.
I want to go play in a motorway, Get run over, Day by day, Car by car.
I've been a-waiting for you, Waiting to talk, Waiting to walk, Waiting for something awesome.
What's it like, To live on the silver moon, Amongst the stars, Which twinkle like jewels.
I'd write a story, With me and you in it, We'd be saved by mythical creatures, Which once walked our planet.
So after all my poetic words and a nice little The Spinto Band Video, I think maybe I should tell you things. Rosie the cockapoo desognery doggy is cute but kills when she bites. All I can smell is coconut butter and I'm dissapointed that Ryan isn't home. He cares so much about me he decided to stay round his girlyfriends house. I'm now labelled one of the forgortten according to Kyle. Gahh I miss them. My skirt came yesterday. Its the colours of My Chemical Romance, that's right kiddies: Red, White and Black. But it has mickey mouse faces all over it. Rather cute I'd say. But the worst thing is my sister goes to my mom "Mummy, I want a preety skirt like Emma." I was like fuck. And no it's nnot often I swear but in this case I am. Don't you love long journals? I don't but thats enough about me. I've never had so much to write about.
Build God, Then We'll Talk - Panic! At The Disco (is love)
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He looked at me, I looked at him.
I shouted, I get a look back.
I call it: "I LOVE HIM!"
Yes, it was overly exciting. Very exciting. Better than anything in the world. Sorry I havent updated in centuries. First time I've had the internet in a while as our router has broken down just like I did. Adrian ruins everything though dosent he. He obviously loves Ricky more than me. Oh yeah lets piss of and leave Emma behind. Git. Ryan Ross sweat is damn sexy. And yet so very moist. I HATE ADRIAN MALLORY! But then again I need him like a baby needs it's mother. Anyway better be going as I'm on my dads lappytop. Thats why I ain't on msn. Keep loving when I can't.....
When you come to making decisions, Make the right one, Because you don't wanna go there, But you want to be here.
Today was okay as far as I'm concerned. French was the best lesson of today. We had to put sentences of what we would like to be and illustrate it. So I began to sketch out Ryan and me. And then a kerrang magazine which was lurking in the depths of my bag. Bless little Ollie J, he didn't even know that Kerrang owned their own magazine. And hes was like " You'd be great at that Emma." I was liek oummm thankks? I frazzle out at things like that since the other day.
Anyway loving Mister Biscuits and he happens to be my msn display piccoture. Yes he's gay and all but hes so darn qute. But not as cute as daiquiri, because the obnoxious scene teen is love. And he looks like GRR.
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